Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Tears on my pillow.....

I was officially put on bed rest dr.'s orders on Thursday last week.  I have to say that was not an easy thing to hear nor is it the easiest thing for me to do.  I do much better keeping busy and my mind occupied.  So, that was hard to take in.  

Monday night I went to the ER because I was having a lot of pain I couldn't control with Tylenol and after a sleepless night the night before I decided ER was the place I should probably be.  I officially HATE the ER.  They take forever to even see me....and the doctors (i mean mine specifically was very belittling) 

Baby is still there and holding on but things just don't look too great....

I am still holding on to the idea that I won't have to deliver this baby early.  I want soooo badly to hold this baby in my arms full term and raise it but  I have faith that everything we go through in life is there to be learned from...we will see what happens.   

Already this baby has taught me soo much about life and myself and for that I am soo grateful.  Thank you to all those who care and give their support in every way-prayers, dinners, and comforting words.  THANK YOU!!!

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  1. Well that little stinker!!! How many weeks are you? Let me know if you need anything

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  2. Keep your chin up. It's the hardest thing in the world to be on bedrest. But when it's the only thing you can do . . .
    I've been praying for you, and I hope everything turns out the way you want it to.

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  3. Oh my gosh! Bed rest is my scariest thing! I'm sure you'll do good - Rusty will be such a help. Please call me if you need anything...dinner, anything.

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  4. Hi Jacquie-Its so good to hear from you. This will be fun to keep up on what each other are up to!

    I'm so sorry to hear that you are on bed rest. I truly have sympathy for you. I was on bed rest with all three of our babies but not until the last trimester. I'm so sorry! These kiddos sure do teach us patience don't they?

    Keep hanging in there and I would love to bring you over dinner and visit with you sometime!

    Take Care, JoLynn

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  5. Hey Jac I just wanted to let you know that I have been praying for you and your baby. I think of you often and I always hope you are doing okay. I am sorry to hear you are on bed rest that must be like torture. But if it is better for the baby I am sure a loving mother would do anything. Love ya Jac!

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