Tuesday, April 27, 2010


I am leaving on a trip
for the first time in our marriage.

{Rusty usually is the one who leaves on trips for work}

My hope is to enjoy.
to laugh.
to have fun.
to rejuvinate.


as I leave I feel a sadness.
this would have been my first trip leaving Kaden with his Dad.
(would I have left? maybe. probably not.)

I stood in this room swaying like I used to do when I held him
remembering S.O. clearly what it felt like.
the L.O.V.E I felt

I can't help but think about how my life has changed
without him physically here.

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