Today was my first day back to work. Today I enjoyed the company of the girls I work with. Today I worked my butt off (still there though dang it :)) Today I realized this is my new today. Today I missed Kaden. Today I realized this today was my new reality (at least for now). Today at lunch I broke down. Today I wanted to come home or even go visit Kaden. Today put into perspective that I will not see Kaden after work anymore. Today was my first day (full time) back in almost a year. Today I missed Kaden.
This is not what I wanted or planned. I am grateful for the sweet girls I work with though...I realized that I am back to work and don't get to enjoy being a stay at home mom for a while...it hurt. Today I hurt!