I went to the Mariposa Gardens
to place new flowers in
I sat on the ground and cried.
I didn't care if anyone saw or heard
The flowers I put there are artificial flowers
from the centerpieces
that were at Rusty and I reception.
would have thought I would be placing those flowers
on my son's grave.
We are going out of town again.
I felt the urge and need to go visit and have a little talk with Kaden.
I talk to him out loud.
I don't care if that is wierd.
I wish he were here...
this week has been really strange.
These days of last year are like glue in my memory.
They will NEVER be erased