My DrEaM...

So last night was the first night I vividly remember having a dream with Kaden in it.

It was strange.

Very strange.

My dream was after he had passed away and he was in our apartment for a

LONG time but just in the casket.

{that is strange anyway}

But...he kept going from alive to dead and it was really frustrating.

I was struggling in my mind...

"is he gone? or not?" "I can not barry my son alive!"

{SO STRANGE}

glad it was just a dream...

BUT...it was so good to feel him and see him and touch him and "hear him" in my

DrEaMs